Gill Edwards: “I believe that our first responsibility is to make our own lives work.”

Mike Dooley has a more detailed statement: “Our first responsibility in life is not to make the world a better place or to tend to the less fortunate but to live up to our own high standards, to act with faith that our dreams are meant to be and to maintain a tolerance and compassion for our own divine journey.”

Dooley indeed confirms we are made to the image and likeness of God. It strengthens my belief that before we came to this life we knew what we were supposed to do. We knew who we were. But we forgot everything when we came to this life. Forgetfulness just may be the Original Sin of religion.

I certainly like Dooley’s statement. It heals me of the compelling social burden imposed by both the Church and the school during all my past. I learned from both Gill Edwards and Mike Dooley in my late 60s!!!

“By being so responsible to ourselves, the world will become a better place and those around you will richly benefit not just from the love you’d share but for the example you become.”       (Dooley)

Carolyn Myss is even kinder:”Spiritual instruction teaches us to keep our focus on ourselves – not in an egocentric way but as a way of consciously managing our energy and power.”

Carolyn Myss may as well teach mental hygiene!!!!! She could very well prevent depressions.

O’Murchu: “Redemption is a divine-human process of befriending those elements of our experience which threatens our security and integrity, rather than an act of rescue by an external, divine agent.”

I resonate deeply with the above paragraph. At this point allowing my husband to follow his path threatens my security. His frequent trips and days away for seminars create havoc by way of of my Inner Child and ISTJ personality, draining my energy through intensive conflict with my Higher Self.

The easier way is to just listen to my Inner Child and my ISTJ personality and go back to controlling. But I have tasted he joy and glory of self-mastery and responding creatively to situations. I have experienced how it is to create my own reality! I know how it is to be divine.
I have personally experienced that it is not God who sends trials, tribulations, challenges etc.    I have been helped by Hicks, Dr Page, Alan Seale, M. Tamura, Tato Malay etc.

Healing, like redemption, requires taking actions. “It is not a passive event. we are meant to draw on our inner resources, to find the material strength to leave behind our out-moded beliefs and behaviors and to  see ourselves in new, healthy ways to take up our beds and walk.”     (Caroline Myss)

I have to recall that I have drawn the distinction between the universe and my God. This is my response to the teachings of Esther Hicks about the law of attraction. I need to trust the Ho’oponopono more – to clear my memories.

I opt to be firm in my resolve not to blame anything nor anybody, much less God. I refuse to attribute pains, challenges etc to God.

Taking good care of my body is key. I need to remember: “I was so anxious that I was blocking my awareness of hat was going on at a more subtle level.”  (Dr William Bloom)

Dr Sarno believes that all pain is caused by oxygen depletion. I need to guard against my emotions constricting my muscles and my blood vessels. I can use my WAKI pen more. I can apply Dr Netario Cruz’ magnesium more often to help me obtain more oxygen.

For now I will have to be helped by oral medicines to manage my stomach and body aches. But I expect to liberate myself soon.

“Spiritual instruction teaches us to keep our focus on ourselves – not in an egocentric way but as a way of consciously managing our energy and power.”    (Caroline Myss)

I firmly believe I can create my reality.

I personally believe in a God. My God set the universe into motion with universal laws. the laws have components like situations/challenges. i don’t believe in trials sent by God as taught be religion.

“Although you may take them [situations]  personally, situations in your life don’t happen to you.  They just happen and you are involved in them according to the way you respond to [them].”    (Michael Tamura)

The day I drew the distinction between God and the universe, I did not have horrible challenges. The glitch on my website “healed” by itself. My 2nd hand Nokia behaved. With or without a cane, my walking kept improving.

I learned personally, the hard way, of course, that challenges are opportunities to use creatively God’s gifts given to me before I came to this life. Challenges are not meant to be faced with paralyzing fears nor to be endured in martyrdom! These are my new personal BELIEFS.

My god gave me ALL the gifts needed to create the reality I want. This was done prior to my coming to this earth. The universe, not God, allows situations to come my way to push me to use God’s gifts.

“…life is constantly creating and one episode will trigger the next, dependent on our response to each situation.”   (Dr Christine Page)

I am helped to understand the above by what I constantly encounter on Facebook. I choose to hide ads but the process gives an array of options, adding to the need to hide more options!

My god wants me to use All his gifts before I return to him, my Source. Otherwise I will have to return to earth to learn the lessons needed to use my gifts. I very reluctantly submit to the idea or re-incarnation.

I am writing my views on God for my Health and my Sanity.

My health and sanity are dependent on ideas from my husband which I have refined. i rarely completely agree with him even if I repeatedly aver, next to God, he is the smartest but not the holiest!

I have no intention of picking a fight with any religion nor any believer.

“You are no longer completely identical to your tribe and its mass mind once you enter into the mysteries of having your own PERSONAL INNER LIFE and especially when you act on it.”     (Jim Gilkeson”

My health and sanity are founded on the books of :Dr Christine Page, Dr Jon Sarno, Dr Bruce Lipton. I have learned from Wayne Dyer, Esther Hicks, Lynn Grabhorn, Michael Tamura, Alan Seale, Sylvia Boorstein etc.

I have been influenced by Tato Malay and Dr Jean Netario Cruz. Through the many challenges, at times overwhelming and exhausting, I have been driven by the mission to awaken our daughter, Julie Anne.

Dr Christine  Page has warned: “If the vibration of the SOUL is simply allowed to replace that of the personality (I am an ISTJ) then the shift occur with the minimum disruption to the life of the individual”. But that is not my reality.

I certainly can’t blame my God!

“Spiritual initiation involves more than just a ‘pleasant thought’ picture in the head, it requires courage and commitment from the heart and a willingness to step forward, often into the unknown, having faith in the wisdom of the universe.”   (Dr Christine Page)

I personally know how much courage and commitment it takes yet I am peaceful because I have an inner knowing that I have opted for what is right for me.

Margaret Wheatly wrote: ” “We’re old enough to know that life will keep interrupting our plans and surprising us at every turn of the way. It helps to notice this wisdom that we’ve been forced to acquire. Surprise is less traumatic once we accept it as a fact of life.”

I am helped by the universe. I have received personal messages from Dr Page, Alan Seale, WAKI Indonesia Tato Malay and messages from my prayer warriors from the dead.

“…the plan of the individual is more important than that of the creator.” (Dr Page) This would send ministers from my church and believers into a livid state.

Stepping forward into the unknown for me means following my own path. It also means allowing both my husband and our daughter to follow their own paths.

To me it personally means that I have learned the hard way that the universe does not honor entitlement. It does not feel inclined to respect schedules agreed upon by my husband and myself.

I no longer blame anything nor anybody, not even myself. Ho’oponopono taught me well – the hard way. I choose to stay firm in my new belief that God has given me all the tools I need to create the reality I want. Instead of worrying or resenting changes I choose to be more creative  in using god’s gifts so I can manifest the reality i want. I am not a master yet so I experience a lot of difficulties especially physically/emotionally.