Three days without the Internet was problematic.Jule was impatient when asked to message somebody I usually message by email.
Waiting for meals, waiting to go down seemed like eternity. I realized I am so attached to the Internet.
Even Music I stored on my Timeline was not available. This made me frustrated and in a bad mood.
ow unhealthy for me!
SSS requirements for
old pensioners
are unrealistic
A Chinese resto In Makati
Is full of memories for me.
When Julie worked in Singapore for Unilever we would visit her everytime we had a break from our own independence because
I loved living In Singapore. Everything was so orderly. And peaceful. So how could I have felt anxiety?
FAST FORWARD! Now that I am 80 I have lost my independence because I am wheelchair driven and cared for by three caregivers.
I am now anxious when Emil leaves the condo.
MY GOODNESS!
Believe, Trust and Surrender.
hard but the only thing
that works for me.
