“if the goal is important you should never give up, you just change your approach.”
“If a chronic illness isn’t clearing up hen do something you haven’t been doing, such as working more with the mind and emotions.” I suppose I haven’t done enough work with my thoughts and emotions!
“…shaman [is] a healer of relationships between mind and body, between people, between people and circumstances, between humans and nature, between matter and spirit.” Because I believe in self-healing, I need to become a shaman – according to the Hawaiian tradition of Serge Kahili King and not that of Fenella Canorell, nor that of Jaime Licauco not even that of Fr Belita.
Last Monday, when I was feeling unusually peaceful and not anxious but feeling well, I decided to check my blood pressure which i have not been doing for weeks. To my dismay the reading was very high.
I changed the batteries of the machine because in the past the readings were inaccurate just before the batteries died.
With new batteries, the readings were still very high. But i did not panic. I refused to text my husband nor to call my favorite security guard at the lobby.
What was the point of going to the hospital when I was symptoms free!
Next morning I asked my husband to use the machine. It was normal. I used it after some time and the readings were still very high.
That same morning, my husband assured that I was not sick, brought me to the mall. I walked a lot, with my cane of course.
Today is Wednesday. I still am symptom free.
This sounds strange. Eerie. But years ago, I touched the rim of our dining table and the whole oval rim just fell off. And it was not even metal.
I have titanium on my left hip. Don’t tell me I have become a bionic woman with very high blood pressure reading and feeling well!
The paradigm I chose this May 2017 commits to a philosophy of life inspired by “made to the image and likeness of God” learned from the Catholic Catechism of my childhood many, many years ago.

Many statements of Serge Kahili in “urban Shaman” can be applied to my website. My essays usually are meant for “helping people to discover their own power to change their lives.”
Some time in May 2017, I was inspired to commit to a paradigm where I chose to leave God to enter into this life but only after being equipped for the adventure and assured of my return to Source.