Martha Beck: “It’s the emotional quality of grasping, clutching and needing that bespeaks an underlying expectation of loss and deprivation and causes us to create nightmares in the world of form.”

“Desire without grasping is joyful and playful. Hunger makes food more satisfying; its forcing ourselves to deny our hunger that will eventually make us ravenous and insatiable.”

“As you drop your mental stories and watch your feelings, you’ll notice that the gripping desperation of attachment is something you can release.”

“As you gain skill, you’ll be able to want things very intensely, or abhor atrocities, or feel extreme signals to get the hell out of danger, without being graspingly attached to any of those emotions.”

Lately, I have had to use Ho’oponopono intensely plus Shamanism and tapping exercises to deal with irritating noise from the residents of the unit above ours – usually after midnight.

As in the video about an eagle fighting with a snake, I have had to go deep inside me. Solutions will have to come from me: not from the residents upstairs (as if they care at all!), not from the condo management, not from the security guards.

As Michael Tamura said: “You are the answer”.
Somebody using the Tapping exercises wrote: change will come from herself.

Martha Beck: “All of us have been taught to make things happen in the physical world. We know what it takes; setting goals, rolling up our sleeves, putting pleasure aside and working, working, working, working, working.”

“Then it helps if we work harder.”
“Often we need others to help us work, so we must work to find them and work to motivate them, with physical rewards (food, money, companionship, approval) and/or physical punishment (pink slips, prison, breakups, criticism)”

“All of this is hard. It demands much time and effort from the body and the CALCULATING MIND.”

HILARIOUS! But sadly this is the physical reality even today – 2017.

“Genesis: In the sweat of thy face shalt thou eat bread, till thou return unto the ground, for out of it wast thou taken; for dust thou art, and unto dust shalt thou return.”
Martha Beck: “Well, yes, but We now live in a world where a great deal of value s created with pure information rather than physical matter.”

I don’t believe God condemned man!!!!!
Martha Beck’s new Genesis is called FORMING.
“Forming, which uses mainly INFORMATION and ENERGY, allows us to do things that look miraculously powerful without much effort.”

Martha Beck’s “forming” is more doable for me that Hicks attraction formula and manifestation by other popular authors.

In several previous essays, I have declared that my belief is that I freely chose to come into this life; I wasn’t banished. I wasn’t condemned to a valley of tears where I would eat by the sweat of my brow.

I believe I came into this life to explore what it means to be made to the image and likeness of God. My God is not a vindictive ogre. My god gifted me with everything I need to live out my adventure. All I need to do is to stay connected to SOURCE.

Shamanism, Ho’oponopono, Dr Page, Neale Walsh, etc help me stay connected.
Music calms me when my thoughts and compulsions prevent me from listening to Gods voice inside me.

I take care of my health because my 12 senses (Rudolf Steiner) can’t function properly in a sick body. I can still hear God’s voice even if I still walk with a cane!

I believe I freely chose to come into this earth. I had a personal contract with God to explore what it means to be made to to the image and likeness of God.

“Zero Limits” has something similar:”You came into this world with a gift within yourself. You may know it right away or not. You may not even know it right no. at some point you’ll sense it within you.”

As challenges become almost unbearable I have opted to mix what I have learned from Shamanism from Dr Bruce Lipton, from Dr Page, from Gary Zukov, from Mike Dooley and Neale Walsch.

I struggle against seeing myself as a victim. From “Zero Limits” I have learned:”People don’t get what they say as much as what they feel. Most people who pray don’t believe they they will be heard or they will be helped. Most people pray from a place of desperation which means they will get more of what they are feeling: desperation.”

I now understand why Shamanism insists on confidence and self-esteem as a spiritual basis. How can i relate with God when I believe I am a victim. How can I even expect God to pay attention if I feel unworthy?

With Dr Page I accept what is. I try to surrender as taught in “Zero Limits”.

I struggle to move out of the fixing mode to being silent, calm and peaceful so I can live not from intentions but by Divine Inspiration.

When I do the Ho’oponopono mantra learned from “Zero Limits” I experience a bit of liberation from my Thoughts and compulsions. I believe God can inspire me to do what i came here to do.

Play the music below while reading

I don’t believe that this is a valley of tears. I chose to have a healthy world view. Life is an adventure. The object of the adventure is to explore one’s divinity – to expand one’s consciousness fully. In my case it is to get all answers to my many questions which according to Dr Christine Page are already around. I just have to know from whom or where to get them. Everything according to her has already been though of before I did.

I believe I freely chose to leave God to enter into this life.Before I departed, I received all I would need to live my life and return to source.

“Come to terms with the situation and to accept that this is ‘the way things are’ and that such acceptance releases the individual to move on…”     (Christine Page)

According to “Urban Shaman” all systems that describe life and its workings are made up – that is to say, arbitrary. The explanation is based on certain desires to accept certain interpretations of experience.

Gary Zukov says that I am a multisensory individual and I can see all experiences as potential to my growth in spirituality.

I certainly need FAITH and PATIENCE!

    I read somewhere that gratitude is the best prayer. I agree.

“Earth, Spirit Living” says: “Among other things, gratitude opens our minds hearts, senses and creativity to the god that we wish for.”

“Urban Shaman associated the MIND (lono) with memories, thoughts, ideas, imaginings,intuitions, hunches, and inspirations…”

What a comprehensive coverage!

“Urban Shaman” associates the HEART (Ku) with memories.

Note that memories are already included in the MIND. Overlap. The MIND (lono) also covers: sensory impressions of sight, sound, touch, smell, depth, movement, pressure, time and others. If “Urban Shaman” is to be followed gratitude touches everything in life.

Rudolf Steiner as discussed by Sardello has 12 senses, not only 5.
Life sense, movement, balance, smell, taste, temperature, vision, hearing, speech, thought sense and sense of individuality.

That is why during the day every so often I thank God for everything and everybody. Then I qualify my thanks with the invocation to open my MIND, HEART, and SENSES.