I don’t want anybody to go through the agony I went through lately. For around 4 or 5 days I experienced horrible ocular migraines. I have not been experiencing such since last October. But then it lasted for only a few minutes.

For all my consciousness work I have been doing. For all the essays about my being my best doctor. For all the essays i have been writing about living my own pathway and not believing that this is a valley of tears. and to think that my last essay was on TRANSMUTATION of PAIN.

I felt my whole world was crashing on me. The very first two days were excruciating since I refuse to take painkillers because my internet research deemed all painkillers as a no no to hypertensives. and indeed my BP rose even without the painkillers.

I noticed my PAIN TRANSMUTATION protocol was blessing our daughter in Mumbai. Emil was getting more and more projects and teaching loads. My plants were growing wild with fertilizers produced by my TRANSMUTING MIND. But why was I myself so challenged health-wise?

I was tempted to drop the whole spirituality pathway via my non religious worldview, the learnings from Dr Lipton, Gary Zukov, Mike Dooley , Neale Walsch etc.

But then when I went to Facebook I was greeted by posts of Neale Walsch and Mike Dooley which spoke to me. I was affirmed.

So I am seeing an eye doctor soonest.

So I am back to listening and watching tapes like: “Try Yourself/ Miracle Happens within a minute get good news (There are at least 3 versions).