“Spiritual initiation involves more than just a ‘pleasant thought’ picture in the head, it requires courage and commitment from the heart and a willingness to step forward, often into the unknown, having faith in the wisdom of the universe.”   (Dr Christine Page)

I personally know how much courage and commitment it takes yet I am peaceful because I have an inner knowing that I have opted for what is right for me.

Margaret Wheatly wrote: ” “We’re old enough to know that life will keep interrupting our plans and surprising us at every turn of the way. It helps to notice this wisdom that we’ve been forced to acquire. Surprise is less traumatic once we accept it as a fact of life.”

I am helped by the universe. I have received personal messages from Dr Page, Alan Seale, WAKI Indonesia Tato Malay and messages from my prayer warriors from the dead.

“…the plan of the individual is more important than that of the creator.” (Dr Page) This would send ministers from my church and believers into a livid state.

Stepping forward into the unknown for me means following my own path. It also means allowing both my husband and our daughter to follow their own paths.

To me it personally means that I have learned the hard way that the universe does not honor entitlement. It does not feel inclined to respect schedules agreed upon by my husband and myself.

I no longer blame anything nor anybody, not even myself. Ho’oponopono taught me well – the hard way. I choose to stay firm in my new belief that God has given me all the tools I need to create the reality I want. Instead of worrying or resenting changes I choose to be more creative  in using god’s gifts so I can manifest the reality i want. I am not a master yet so I experience a lot of difficulties especially physically/emotionally.