For all my intensive Ho’oponopono work of more than a year, I realize I am still stuck in my Biblical “DOMINION” phase. Control is still my major Program/memory. All my management courses and my administrative experiences have not helped me to flow.

Control was a very important component in my worldview from childhood through my working years. Anticipatory planning was the enabling tool. Day-in-day-out I was on red alert.

I thank God hat our only daughter defied control through her unique charming ways. It was as though she was already aware of her divinity. It was a blessing that she left home for college. Her early travels must have helped her. I am consoled that she has repeatedly declared her gratitude for our loving parenting.

Thanks to my husband’s sharing about Dr Serafin Talisayon. I have moved from spirituality to consciousness work. I understand “CONSCIOUSNESS” is a neutral term; it does not send shivers to those who are staunch religion-based devotees.

Coincidentally (There are no coincidences, I know) somebody from Facebook recently corrected me. I commented on a post by Neale Walsch about my personal contract with God. But the Facebook user pointed out that God does not terms nor conditions.

My personal contract with God may be considered a “pet theory” in the paradigm of Dr Talisayon. It has been working for me. However, I can change. According to Principle # 7 of “Urban Shaman” there is always another way of doing things.