I believe I freely chose to come into this earth. I had a personal contract with God to explore what it means to be made to to the image and likeness of God.

“Zero Limits” has something similar:”You came into this world with a gift within yourself. You may know it right away or not. You may not even know it right no. at some point you’ll sense it within you.”

As challenges become almost unbearable I have opted to mix what I have learned from Shamanism from Dr Bruce Lipton, from Dr Page, from Gary Zukov, from Mike Dooley and Neale Walsch.

I struggle against seeing myself as a victim. From “Zero Limits” I have learned:”People don’t get what they say as much as what they feel. Most people who pray don’t believe they they will be heard or they will be helped. Most people pray from a place of desperation which means they will get more of what they are feeling: desperation.”

I now understand why Shamanism insists on confidence and self-esteem as a spiritual basis. How can i relate with God when I believe I am a victim. How can I even expect God to pay attention if I feel unworthy?

With Dr Page I accept what is. I try to surrender as taught in “Zero Limits”.

I struggle to move out of the fixing mode to being silent, calm and peaceful so I can live not from intentions but by Divine Inspiration.

When I do the Ho’oponopono mantra learned from “Zero Limits” I experience a bit of liberation from my Thoughts and compulsions. I believe God can inspire me to do what i came here to do.