I really rejoice that L.E.N.T. is over. I did not fast according to the traditional Catholic tradition. After all I am over 70 yrs old. I did not abstain from meat either. I hardly eat meat because my stomach does not agree with it. Sometimes I eat chicken. But my staple food is SALMON.

 From the beginning I observed L.E.N.T. of Positive Christianity (Let's Eliminate Negative Thinking). Sadly I often broke my Fast. Last March 31, the last day for our food outlets I was overwhelmed with FEAR that Emil would go hungry during the Holy Week. I ordered too much food so our fridge was overfilled with food just like last November when Emil's Chinese students sent so much fruits. I can't remember what holiday they were celebrating then.

 Then a family upstairs tested positive for the virus. The building rules already strict for SENIORS became stringent. We were confined to our unit. We still are. Emil was not even allowed to go down to the garden  for his daily walk.

 Good Friday and Black Saturday,! For two days I had no crossword puzzles.Thank God for the INTERNET. I had Facebook, YouTube and lots of Music.

 Last Saturday morning, before the Zoom prayer meeting for my dead sister-in-law (ala Lent talaga) in my own prayer time I clearly heard God telling me to stop complaining about the ABUNDANCE (of Wine). I was peeved by the many bottles of wine from the Chinese students because they occupied so much space in my area. Two were clearly  in red boxes for Christmas.What?! I will have to live with them till December?

 Anyway God said:"Accept the ABUNDANCE for DISTRIBUTION"

The affirmation of Dr Harry Henshaw’s video for hypertension is the best for me even when my blood pressure is normal.

I like the affirmation in the videos of Elke Neher, those of Lucy Herzig Veritas,also those of the Windhorse subliminals.

PowerThoughtsMeditation Club has several relevant affirmations.

I like what Dr kim D’Eramo and Brad Yeats say as they tap for different issues.

The affirmations in several accelarators are very useful.

Dr Wayne Dyer has meditations/affirmations which i find more serious than those mentioned earlier.

MrleneKm47 has an EFT video for blood pressure. What she says is more fun than the others.

“In God there is no judgment and no punishment for anything given that cannot in any way hurt, damage or anger that which God is. (Neale Walsch)

If I can program my subconscious to fully believe Walsch, my world would be truly wonderful. I no longer believe what I learned in Grade School about God being a punishing God. But It seems that at some level I still hang on to limiting beliefs of my childhood.

I have been using TAPPING to change my programs Brad Yeatshas “What you want, wants you” on Youtube.

YouTube has accelerators from Wind Horse,Lucy Herzog Veritas,Vortex,Divine White Light,Success Subliminals. There are AFFIRMATIONS also on YouTube.

1In the 90s my favorite book was “Godin the Garden”. It inspired me to have many potted plants in my bedroom. Weeks ago our daughter gave me “Into Nature”.

God spoke to me again although most of the messages had already been whispered to me by my plants in my bedroom and in our little garden outside Emil’s bedroom in our 37th floor condo unit.

LIFE LESSONS from “In to Nature”

The sky says: Stay open to what arises. Tomorrow always brings a new day.

The tree says: Bend in the wind. Learn to let go. Trust your strength.

This resonates a lot with me, especially with all the challenges starting this Nov1.

The flower says: Bloom where you are planted. Reach for what nourishes you.

The ocean says: Storms pass. Don’t fight the current.

The stream says: Go with the flow. Get around creatively. The path will reveal itself.

This speaks to me- a control freak.I don’t like surprises. I want answers immediately.

The stone says: Wherever I go, there I am.

I know I must be present, not in the past nor in the future.

Limiting beliefs about a punishing God, about sickness being passed on through generation, about sickness being wages of sin etc have blocked my healing.

Neale Walsch is most significant in my awakening. Dr Kim D’eramo is most helpful in releasing the limiting beliefs. Aaron Doughty has helped me to expand my awareness just like Dr D’eramo who is a practitioner of MindBody medicine.

Dr Christine Page has explained that diseases emanate from different subtle bodies especially the EMOTIONAL BODY>

A subliminal by Wind Horse asks permission from the different subtle bodies to help in changing beliefs.

There are many videos on YouTube to help in changing beliefs, to be open to receive, to clear resistance.