During this PANDEMIC I have been so isolated. I have not been out of the building since February of last year.

That was my last visit to a clinic of my doctor in the hospital of SJDDIOS. Then in March, my doctors warned me to be extra careful because in case I would get the virus, they would not be able to get a room for me.

Then in March a family upstairs got the virus. So we got to stay inside our unit!

The Internet since then has been my: HOSPITAL, UNIVERSITY, CHURCH, SPA, COMMUNITY, etc. My Favorites are:
A Master Sri Akarshana, Dr Axe, Anxiety Guy, Eileen Anglin, Ancient Medicine, Ask DR Jo
B. Bestie, Bright side, Bob and Brad, Brett Boydd, Gabrielle Berstein, Megan Buer
C Crossword Solver
D Kim D’Eramo,Wayne Dyer, Robin Duncan Daily Effective Prayer
E Aruna Evan
F Facebook
G Scott Grace, Austin Goh
H. Dr henshaw, Healing powerzone, Ho’oponopono
I, Indoor plants, Instant healing videos
J, Joanna Joworski
K. Kim Kwik, Mabel Katz Serge Kaahili King
L.. DrLipton Le Claire Ministries
M. Dr Mandell, John Mekkor, MarleneKM47, Beth Miller Lilou Mace
N. Elke Neher
O Nick Ortner
P. Positive Chritianity, ChristinePage
Q. Qigong Center
R. Kathy Reynolds, Richard Roberts Tim Robinson
S. Julie Schiffman, Jody Shilelds, Sharon Smith, SimplyHypnotic
T. George B. Thomas jr
U Universal Practitioners
V. Lucy Veritas Margueritte Vorovieoff
W. Neale Walsch Stuart Wilde Wind Horse subliminals
X Xword Solver
Y Brad Yates Anthony Toun
Z Gary Zukav Zen

“God wants you to get used to receiving…” what an empowering YouTube video from inspirepedia.Not even my favorite Positive Christianity has this kind of prayer. Ironically, the next day I chanced on another video also from inspirepedia about God’s own time that explains why we don’t get answered prayers.

Also from YouTube are numerous videos about Prince William and Prince Harry. Some videos report about a reconciliation. But there more videos reporting the contrary.

Even for my healing videos from YouTube many contradict each other.
The lesson is to exercise judgment and to make a good CHOICE!

Easter Sunday was last April 4. I would think I would have fewer CHALLENGES. But No! For he past three days I have had stomach issues and unwanted posts in my NewsFeeds.

I keep blocking some 5 new entrants but they keep reappearing with vengeance. Two of the new entrants from Religious groups SOW so much negativity.

Thank God POSITIVE CHRISTIANITY has been integrated enough into my consciousness.

I am also thankful to a newspaper clipping last week listing DEVELOPMENT skills for children which I need to survive the negativity from the new entrants in my NewsFeeds:
Imagining Memory and Attention Self-care and Autonomy
Developing peer relationship Adaptive Social Behavior
Problem Solving Fine Motor Control

At age 77yrs, I can never sleep straight for hours at night. The longest duration I recall is 6 hours straight. When I wake up in the middle of the night, I converse with God. Ooops. Not so. I don’t give God a chance to talk. I tell God story after story. Then I make an alphabetized roll call of my many PRAYER WARRIORS from the dead. Sometimes I fall back to sleep without finishing the roll call.

Lately when I could not go back to sleep, I did PALINDROMES. These are words spelled the same way whether it is read from left to right or from right to left. Examples are ABBA and MAAM.

I discovered only letter P can form palindromes with each of the vowels:

PAP PEP PIP POP PUP

I wonder what I can do next!

Since we are not allowed out of our unit I repotted a plant using a lot of banana peels and cucumber slices with a minimum amount of real soil. This was around lastMarch 15. The plant is still ALIVE. Thank God.

I rely on YouTube for my health needs. I discovered that the recommended warm lemon juice on an empty stomach is bad for me because of problems with the lining of my stomach. My doctor told me this was caused by too much antibiotics during my childhood. I learned from actual experience and from YouTube that I need a light protein meal before going to bed. I also learned that my stomach wants oatmeal with honey early in the morning.

Best of all I discovered several Positive Christianity prayers which have practically healed me of worries and anxieties. I have been convinced that my human mind can only think of so many details but God has all the answers. I learned this the very hard way. But what FREEDOM I now enjoy.