Aside from the bodies identified by Dr. Christine Page, I would like to add another body: the pain -body. The term comes from Eckhart  Tolle. George Sison wrote: “… pain-body describes the accumulation of our painful experiences from the time we were conceived to the present.”

He wrote that it begins to take a life of its own, very much like what we call ego that constantly underscores our imperfections. “This ego, a kind of false self, usurps our so-called true self which is our perfect-self made to the image and likeness of Gd. It then tries with all its might to run our lives.”

My insight is that it is this pain-body , not the devil, that most of the time blinds us to our true self, negating the truth that we are made to the image and likeness of God.

It is this pain -body which prevents us from being Who-We-Really-Are, not any external force.

Dr Page in her book “Frontiers of Health” has a detailed discussion about suppressed emotions registered in the subconscious as pain which affects our choices thus retarding our individual journey into spirituality.

It is important for our spiritual journey that we are aware of our different bodies. Dr Page wrote: “… to unlock the buried emotion and bring the feelings from the ASTRAL BODY through the MENTAL BODY and to resolution on a soul level.”

According to Dr Christine Page: “This body [the mental body] is the seat of the will of the soul; the starting point from which the soul can attempt to integrate its intelligence with that of the personality.”

“It is the seat of logic or analytical thought.”

“It is the place where the impulses of the higher self, under the guidance of the universal laws, pass from the soul and are transformed into thoughtforms and then action.”

However, the mental body can’t work alone in spirituality. Dr Page wrote: “The soul’s assessment is based on Intuition which is influenced by the power to discriminate. Pure logic tends to rely on judgment which is usually biased in favor of the personality.”

“When man is purely identifying with his mental body, there is little impact  from the soul’s energy.”

This may explain why I had a mild stroke in 2012. Based on a personality test I took in the Internet this week, I moved from being an ISTJ to an INTJ. I lost my sensing function and replaced it with Intuition.

My personality with its extreme creativity (Intuition) exacerbated my abhorrence for structures especially religious/cultural ones. My personality clashed so much with my spirit. My body could not take it.

Bente Hansen in “The new World of Self-healing wrote: “The reason for unexpected ill-health is often blamed on something tangible, such as recent events or even other people!”

” This is because Western cultures are imbued with the belief that what can be seen, felt, touched, smelled, or heard is the ONLY reality due to their tangibility.”

“It is often difficult to accept that there is more to reality than what medicines and science have taught.”
The above paragraphs have inspired me to cling even more to what I have read from Esther Hicks, Wayne Dyer, Donna Eden, George Sison, Tato Malay etc. My belief in self-healing has become even stronger.

My healer, Mary Jean Netario has yet to write her many ideas on healing.

I would like to repeat what I learned from George Sison about a year ago: “Our orientation is to stress what we don’t like… the Bible says it succinctly: Resist not evil. What you resist stays in your mind, and that is what you will get.”

He continued: “Everything in your life is what you have asked for, though not consciously. Figuratively speaking, you subconsciously chose to write the story of your life based on the lessons you have to learn in this lifetime.”

When I finally walk without a cane by the end of 2015, it will be primarily due to cognitive therapy. But of course I have to thank the many authors whom I have been quoting in this website. They have reshaped my thoughts. I also want to thank my healer, Mary Jean Netario Cruz.
I am grateful to thinkers like my husband, also Tato Malay and George Sison. The protocols that have helped me are: the WAKI pen, Donna Eden’s energy exercises, life style of “Energy Prescriptions” etc.

Esther Hicks in “The Vortex” wrote: “When you make peace with those who differ in desire and belief and behavior from your ideas of what is appropriate, you do not perpetuate what you consider to be wrong.Indeed  you align with the solution side of  the equation that has been working for you in your vortex of creation. This partly explains the healing of my thoughts.

Hicks also wrote: “But if someone can help you to soften your resistance so that you can somehow be receptive to the love and well-being that’s being flowed…”

In my case it was Mary Jean Netario who first proclaimed I will be able to walk again without a cane.