I am guided by the 7 principles of Urban Shamanism. But daily I am inspired by Facebook posts of Dr Lipton, Mike Dooley, Gary Zukav Lilou Mace etc. My favorite prayer warriors re: Wayne Dyer, Dr Sarno, Louis Hay, Candice Pert, several relatives, former students I believe can relate better with my many issues.

“Nothing Goes Away till the lessons are learned…” Paraphrased from a post by Lilou Mace as quoted from an Asian nun.

I think I am beginning to see why I still need to walk with a cane. I have envied a Korean, senior student of my husband. He also has an implant but he walks without a cane!

After our March 5 to 9 Singapore reunion with our daughter I have realized so much about myself. I know that in time I will walk AGAIN at least the way I did before my surgery. I have resolved many issues. So…

“Challenges are inevitable….” Paraphrased from a post from Biology of Belief

In Singapore, I finally understood that the Law of Attraction does not protect me from trials/ challenges!

I heaved a loud sigh of relief. I finally understood this. All this time I thought something was wrong with my consciousness work. Why did I still have issues after 3 years or even more of serious consciousness work.

March 26
With my husband lecturing in Davao, I woke up one morning to find a kind of plastic cover on the floor. OH No! Don’t tell me somebody from a higher floor threw the plastic. Then I examined the ceiling. I saw that the cover of the fire alarm device had fallen.

Conveniently I called the lobby to ask for 2 maintenance men I knew. Not on duty. Security mentioned a man on duty. I knew him! Just anoher angel sent by the Universe to take care of me in Emil’s absence.

“The moment I believed MAGIC….” paraphrased from a post by Lilou Mace

The Youtube videos on pressure points are not as effective to me as the miracles and healing tapes. I guess from the posts about vibrations on Facebook , I respond more to the subliminal. My lower self must be so stubborn it needs to be bypassed through subliminal messages.

DAILY I strive for a CLEAR MIND AND AN OPEN HEART (Sylvia Boorstein)

I have been using a new protol for weeks now. I am very pleased that while I work on my physical and mental health I can beof assistance to our daughter in London who was overwhelmed with work before she flew to India for work.

I was inspired by the concept of a younger sister of mine in the States wrote about to my husband. TRANSMUTATION of PAIN! I haven’t received the details yet but I ventured to create my own version.

By template i am so full of anxious, fearful thoughts even if I have been seriously working on my consciousness for about 3 years now.

Thanks to Dr Lipton, Gary Zukov, Wayne Dyer, Mike Dooley etc I don’t think i will go into depression again the way i did in the 90s.

Digital healing music, from YouTube have helped me a lot. But TRANSMUTATION of fears, pains and anxiety even irritants are best used than fought against. I have been visualizing my negative thoughts and emotions as solids plucked from various organs of my body and pulverizing such in my mind which i have called as my TRANSMUTATION plant or factory.

At first I used my TRANSMUTATION factory to produce fertilizer for my beloved plants in my bedroom. But when I learned about the misery of our daughter, being overwhelmed with work on the eve of her business trip to India I felt i had to do something drastic.

I felt the Ho’oponopono tapes I sent her were not enough. Even the digital healing tapes were not helping her enough. To think that she had not fully recovered from a bad case of flu!

The comprehensive platform for my new protocol, is the 7 principles of Urban Shamanism.

“The spirit is willing but the flesh is weak.” My interpretation of the statement in my ontological reality is that I have chosen to act from my higher self. I have opted to empower Emil by allowing him to follow his specific pathway which includes a hectic schedule which horrifies me. However, my erroneous traditional/cultural ideas of retirement have caused resentful thoughts which have generated various body aches and pains.

Now that I am aware of this I can have a better chance of coming out victorious especially with the help of many audio-visuals in YouTube that heals overthinking, that heals conflicts-struggles, that heals pain etc.

With the awareness that intention reversals are a reality, I can be more patient with my body and heal my resentments.

“…the answer is waiting for you; you just need to develop the skill to see it.” (Maria Nemeth)

Those are reassuring words for me. My propensity for asking questions (verbalized and in secret) is one reason why I have found 2017 very challenging. In 2007, in Singapore the doctor of our daughter kindly dealt with my many questions regarding the inflammation on thee thigh of my husband contracted from the swimming pool in the complex of the condo of our daughter.

The doctor told me: “We will come to that.”

More answers from Nemeth: “The spiritual path is about going inward to find what’s important to you

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then also going outward to do something in physical realty that will benefit not only your life but also the lives of others.”

“That spiritual principles aren’t about wwhat’s good or bad, positive or negative.” This is entirely new for me; I have a scrupulous conscience acquired from strict Catechism lessons.

“Those are psychological judgments, which don’t occur in the same domain as spiritual principles.”

This will help me to live accordingly to the dictates of my inner Higher Self.

I believe I was not banished into this life. I believe that my body was meant to be healthy. I just can’t explain YET! I am not yet capable of explaining what I know internally. I believe there must be an explanation as to why and how my body succumbed to the prevailing culture of sickness, struggle, conflict etc.

My Latest Medical Report

Recently I chanced on vital information that may help me understand why i have been very sickly since the 90s.

Years ago, I learned from Dr Sarno that all pain is caused by OXYGEN depletion. I believe him but his theory has never been accepted by mainstream medicine. And now he is dead.

I have studied and reviewed the explanations of: Dr Page, Dr Lipton, Louis Hay, Carolyne Myss etc but I have yet to truly learn what I need to be healthy.

In the 90s a former student who was concerned gave me a book. It tagged te thyroid gland as the cause of all diseases. It even offered EVENING PRIMROSE as a cure all. It helped to restore my voice. But now when I took the capsules again, they dd not help at all.
Maybe the capsules were only meant for my voice problem which may have been due to thyroid depetion.

For this period in my life, I believe I have found an explanation to my health issues. The Vagus Nerve- “It has parasympathetic control over the heart, lungs and digestive tract.”

THE VAGUS NERVE:

Quotations are from various articles available from Goggle
“…nerve is responsible for certain sensory activities and motor information for movement within the body. Essentially it is part of the circuit that links the neck, heart, lungs etc”
“…it helps keep anxiety and depression at bay. Opposes the sympathetic response to stress.”
” it is less remarkable that it plays a role in IBS.”