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My Second Level Reality


After the March Indonesian trip of Emil, i have been brave and creative. after our Singapore trip (April and May) I am braver and more creative.  After the 5th anniversary of my 2012 stroke I am even braver and more creative.

After reviewing Serge Kahili King’s “Urban Shaman” I have a clear understanding of life. All I have to do to travel my particular pathway to Source is to follow he 7 principles ofUrban Shamanism.
1.  The world is what we think  it is.
2.  There are no limits.
3.  Energy flows where attention goes.
4.  Now is the moment of power.
5.  To love is to be happy with
6.  All power comes from within.
7.  Effectiveness is he measure of truth.

Without dogmas, without arbitrary prohibitions life is simple. I can usee all the god-given gifts i received before i hose to enter into this life and meet the challenges of the universe.

What a joy to believe that God does not want nor need to test me.

What a joy to be liberated from he limiting interpretations of God’s requirements.

What a joy to be affirmed that God is already in me!

 

Connecting to Source


According to Ronald Mann:”Spirituality refers to one’s direct, personal relationship with God without prescribing any particular path or way for sustaining hat relationship or any one specific concept of God.”

But i do believe God is spirit. God is energy. God is Source. Does this mean I am not spiritual? Actually, it makes no difference to me. I think this is the 7th principle of Serge Kahili’s “Urban Shamanism”.

I believe I chose to leave Source to enter into this particular life but I did not leave Source without being equipped. God gave me all that is needed to follow my particular pathway and to be assured of returning to Source.

I may have forgotten what it was before i left Source because i was spirit then without senses, without he human faculties. When i entered this life i became subjected to the programs and menus of life. Challenges. Tests. Irritants. I believe they are not from God to test me. What for? God is Source. Ultimately, everything and everybody will return to Source.

In my forgetfulness i often get agitated with challenges  but my recovery gets faster daily. I now am even braver and even more creative, firm in my belief that God gave me all that I need to meet the challenges.

Every day I get better in connecting back to Source.

Spirituality for My ‘Soul Type’

I believe God gave me all that I need to meet the challenges posed by the programs/menus of the Universe. I sometimes wonder if it is my ISTJ personality traits. But Dr Page wrote something about the needs of the soul. being different from the needs of the personality

“Soul Types” has several helpful insights for me in my spiritual journey. I am sure eventually I will be able to resolve the apparent conflict with what Dr Page wrote.

One ISTJ stated: “Spirituality is a process of growing both in understanding and in dependence. Little by little, I’ve found enough concrete proofs that I can trust God with the details of my life.”

In my case , because of Ho’oponopono I have not been blaming God for challenges, problems, irritants. I have drawn a clear line separating the challenges of life/universe from God.

The details of my life are mine to handle creatively with the gifts I got before i chose to leave God to enter into this life.

“Many ISTJs want to clearly grasp the purpose and benefits” of religious practices. I no longer want to participate in meaningless rituals especially those that make me a mere order taker from church people!

“…their tendency to build their own principled foundation”.

Lately, I prefer spirituality to religious practices, dogmas, man-made rules which are often broken even by those in high places in the church.

“My relationship with God continues to evolve.” This resonates a lot with me.

Hello, Universe

After the Indonesian trip of Emil last March  I was brave and creative; after our trip to Singapore this April and May I am braver and  more creative After May 12 the 5th anniversary of my 2012 stroke i am even braver and even more creative.

I believe in God, my SOURCE. As Source I believe I will ultimately return Him/Her. I don’t think God has to test me before I can return to Him/Her. I was given all that I needed to return before I chose to enter this life.

I was a bundle of nerves as I approached the international airport T3 last April 30. I was silently reciting my mantra: “I am brave; I am creative.” i was anxious as to how the airport personnel would deal with the titanium on my left hip. Our travel agent as well as my doctor who armed me with a medical certification were not all reassuring. Internet stories were scary!

But my consciousness worked!!! Nobody even bothered to ask about the titanium. I was speedily provided with a wheelchair.

In Changi, the female attendant could not be bothered. i told her i had titanium on my hip. She retorted! but the wheelchair also has metal.

Unnecessary anxieties! The best antidote now is : “I am even braver and even more creative.”

Rabbi Darfour upholds my belief:
“…I make myself aware of the fact that God is there and establish direct relationship and communication between God and myself.”

My version is God is in me. I simply have to silence myself and connect with Him/Her.

Love Yourself


Michael Tamura: “Now, with neutrality, you can disengage from the gears of resistance such as…the turmoil of the emotions that drive them.”

This goes with what I learned from Dr John Sarno that all pain is caused by oxygen depletion. Furthermore, from experience, I have learned that repressed emotions can cause oxygen depletion by constricting the blood vessels and/or the muscles. It could also be that the constriction could cause oxygen depletion and therefore cause turmoil of the emotions.

“Every time we invest our energy in REACTION we give away our inherent neutrality.”  (Tamura)

“We must bring the focus of our attention away from others as ’cause’ and back into our own inner being and purpose.” (Tamura)

“Fulfillment comes when you can love yourself with respect to what happened in the cycle of the act.”   (Tamura)

“The less you love some aspect of yourself, the more you will depend on others to fulfill your need for love and the more you will project your needs in them. You’ll get stuck in the rut till you learn to LOVE YOURSELF.”