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Esoteric Interpretations of My Contract

I believe I freely chose to come into this earth. I had a personal contract with God to explore what it means to be made to to the image and likeness of God.

“Zero Limits” has something similar:”You came into this world with a gift within yourself. You may know it right away or not. You may not even know it right no. at some point you’ll sense it within you.”

As challenges become almost unbearable I have opted to mix what I have learned from Shamanism from Dr Bruce Lipton, from Dr Page, from Gary Zukov, from Mike Dooley and Neale Walsch.

I struggle against seeing myself as a victim. From “Zero Limits” I have learned:”People don’t get what they say as much as what they feel. Most people who pray don’t believe they they will be heard or they will be helped. Most people pray from a place of desperation which means they will get more of what they are feeling: desperation.”

I now understand why Shamanism insists on confidence and self-esteem as a spiritual basis. How can i relate with God when I believe I am a victim. How can I even expect God to pay attention if I feel unworthy?

With Dr Page I accept what is. I try to surrender as taught in “Zero Limits”.

I struggle to move out of the fixing mode to being silent, calm and peaceful so I can live not from intentions but by Divine Inspiration.

When I do the Ho’oponopono mantra learned from “Zero Limits” I experience a bit of liberation from my Thoughts and compulsions. I believe God can inspire me to do what i came here to do.

 

 

Shamanism and Ho’oponopono

It took one sleepless night to jolt me out of my complacency. The noisy residents in the unit above ours defying routine action by the security guards hinted that I was not properly connected with Source. For months I was comfortable with the principles of shamanism guiding my pathway.

I was happy with my gratitude prayers and my invocation that my mind be opened. I was happy with being a multisensory being a la Gary Zukov specs.

My distress not to mention that of my husband led me to question my prevailing worldview. I felt my shamanism wasn’t connecting me enough to source.

Days before, I requested Dr Lipton to repost on Facebook his post about 5% and 95% of our programs. Then I thought of going back to Ho’oponopono to deal with my programs. I took solace in Ho’oponopono which cleansed my programs.

I regained much of my self-confidence. According to Joe Vitale’s version of Ho’oponopono it does not help to have a victim attitude in life! My belief that I left God freely to enter this life was strengthened. I still believe I was given all that was needed for my adventure here on earth.

I realized that unlike what the Ho’oponopono was teaching, I was relying too much on myself – my mind. I misinterpreted some principles of Shamanism.

Ho’oponopono does not believe in the power of intentions. It relies on INSPIRATION (intuitive guidance) from God. Ho’oponopono takes cognizance of how much damage our egos can inflict on our programs/beliefs.

I have slept soundly with Ho’oponopono (even if the residents upstairs are noisy). I have not given up Shamanism. I have just moved on in my spiritual journey a la Dr Page from personality-driven intentions to inspiration received in silence in a responsive mode and not in reactivity.

Life Is An Adventure

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I don’t believe that this is a valley of tears. I chose to have a healthy world view. Life is an adventure. The object of the adventure is to explore one’s divinity – to expand one’s consciousness fully. In my case it is to get all answers to my many questions which according to Dr Christine Page are already around. I just have to know from whom or where to get them. Everything according to her has already been though of before I did.

I believe I freely chose to leave God to enter into this life.Before I departed, I received all I would need to live my life and return to source.

“Come to terms with the situation and to accept that this is ‘the way things are’ and that such acceptance releases the individual to move on…”     (Christine Page)

According to “Urban Shaman” all systems that describe life and its workings are made up – that is to say, arbitrary. The explanation is based on certain desires to accept certain interpretations of experience.

Gary Zukov says that I am a multisensory individual and I can see all experiences as potential to my growth in spirituality.

I certainly need FAITH and PATIENCE!

Healthcare According to Specs

I am my best doctor! I closely monitor my health because I have always been classified as a marginal case. Mainstream doctors don’t help peculiar cases like mine. I don’t belong to the sampling for most medical researches. No doctor or healthcare provider has the patience to deal with the many particulars of my daily health.

For example, just this year at least twice my blood pressure shot up abnormally but I refused to go to the hospital because I was feeling okay.

Dr Christine Page may shed light:
“During my studies I became more and more aware that despite a similar diagnosis, different patients reacted in different ways to the disease and to the chosen treatment.”

Following the advice of Dr Page, I have been talking directly to my organs. My own sister living in the USA whom I consider more spiritual than I am asked me to try spiritual insight to deal with my blood pressure.

“Urban Shaman” with its principles 2,3 and 6 have been guiding me.

I do a lot of Internet researches plus I read a lot of medical books. I have learned from the late Dr Sarno that all pain is due to oxygen depletion.

Since 2014 I have been using the magnesium spray of Dr. Jean Netario Cruz for practically all aches and pains and of course for my circulation.

I have been using the WAKI pen also for pains and muscular health. I have stopped using it lately because its lithium battery has become too expensive for my budget. Besides, I ave crafted my own jaw and breathing exercises to compensate.

By now I already know the best diet for me. It takes a lot of self-mastery to give up taste for health benefits.

I have been faithful in my health protocols because I am convinced health is part of my spirituality.

Healthcare According to Specs

I am my best doctor! I closely monitor my health because I have always been classified as a marginal case. Mainstream doctors don’t help peculiar cases like mine. I don’t belong to the sampling for most medical researches. No doctor or healthcare provider has the patience to deal with the many particulars of my daily health.

For example, just this year at least twice my blood pressure shot up abnormally but I refused to go to the hospital because I was feeling okay.

Dr Christine Page may shed light:
“During my studies I became more and more aware that despite a similar diagnosis, different patients reacted in different ways to the disease and to the chosen treatment.”

Following the advice of Dr Page, I have been talking directly to my organs. My own sister living in the USA whom I consider more spiritual than I am asked me to try spiritual insight to deal with my blood pressure.

“Urban Shaman” with its principles 2,3 and 6 have been guiding me.

I do a lot of Internet researches plus I read a lot of medical books. I have learned from the late Dr Sarno that all pain is due to oxygen depletion.

Since 2014 I have been using the magnesium spray of Dr. Jean Netario Cruz for practically all aches and pains and of course for my circulation.

I have been using the WAKI pen also for pains and muscular health. I have stopped using it lately because its lithium battery has become too expensive for my budget. Besides, I ave crafted my own jaw and breathing exercises to compensate.

By now I already know the best diet for me. It takes a lot of self-mastery to give up taste for health benefits.

I have been faithful in my health protocols because I am convinced health is part of my spirituality.