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I Am Who I Am Because of My Beliefs

More than ever I believe I was not banished. I was not exiled into the valley of tears. I believe I had a contract with God to come into this life to explore what it means to be made to the image and likeness of God. I recall how this was repeatedly taught to me during my Grade School years, through my High School years even during my College years!

I believe I won’t collide with anybody else as i journey, fully protected in my orbit. As long as i stay conscious of my divine pathway. as long as I stay connected with God.

I choose to stay connected with God via the Ho’oponopono way which empowers unlike soooo many formula prayers of religion which seemingly negates that I was made to the image and likeness of God. This may be judged as only my perception but I believe what i was taught!!

After recent domestic conflicts, I am convinced suffering and/or travailing to benefit either Emil or Anne is a ridiculous religious idea. God who is complete, all perfect is not pleased by my sufferings. This was another ridiculous idea of the pagans! Feeding humans to animals then even feeding humans to machines!

I go by my experiences. I have no intention of agonizing over dogmas I used to accept blindly. Not anymore. I no longer want to go into another crisis of Faith! I think I am too old for that.

I am what I believe:

Joe Vitale: “We are living in a belief-driven world. Whatever you believe, that belief will work.”
“It’ll get you through the day, at any rate.”
“It will FRAME your experience into perceptions that make sense to match your worldview, belief system. You’ll find a way to rationalize it and force it to fit”

Recently I wrote an essay about the Frames of my life.

“Urban Shaman”: “The world is what you think it is”
“This is the ability to operate in he world from the perspective of the principles (Shamanism) to see things from that viewpoint rather than in the ordinary way. we often call this operating at second level, instead of at first level.”

Gary Zukov:
“But a multisensory human has a more expanded perception. A multisensory human sees all experience as potential to grow spiritually.”

The Frames of My Life

“Why we Make Mistakes” by Joseph T Hallinan: “A great many dy-to-day errors come about because we frame, or look at, an issue in the wrong way.”

For soooo long my life was framed by the productivity frame.
Margaret Wheatley: “All of u have been taught to make things happen in the physical world. We know what it takes: setting goals, rolling up our sleeves, putting pleasure aside, and working, working, working, working, working.”

“Then it helps if we work harder.”
My early senior years used wistful frames.
Joe Vitale: “Too many people, myself included, were visualizing and affirming, in order to manipulate the world.”

Joseph T. Hallinan: “…how we frame an issue can greatly influence our response to it.”
I have allowed Gill Edwards to influence me with her: “I believe that our first responsibility is to make our own lives work.”

I find Mike Dooley even more specific and relevant with his: “Our first responsibility in life is not to make the world a better place or to tend to those less fortunate bt to live up to our own high standards to act in faith that our dreams are meant to be and to maintain a tolerance and compassion for our own divine journey.”

After I turned 73, I got tired of manipulating the world. Joe Vitale: “too many people, myself included, were visualizing and affirming to manipulate the world.”

At 74 I love life but I have seen how anticipation, worries, control, grasping etc steal so much from cherishing he moments.

I choose to be wise like: Joe Vitale: “I now know that isn’t necessary (visualizing and affirming). You’re better off going in the flow while continually cleaning (Ho’oponopono) whatever comes up.

 

Responding to Challenges

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More than ever I believe I am my best doctor. Lately, for all the careful monitoring of my health, challenges seem to drown me. Many new symptoms appear. I don’t want to believe it’s my thoughts attracting them. Neither do I want to blame the symptoms on my age.

Ho’oponopono inspired me to go back to a book a student gave me in the late 1980s when I had a voice problem. The book on the thyroid had chapters on blood pressure and diabetes.

Today, Sept 3, the index finger of my right hand is pain free, thanks to the Evening Primrose Oil capsules recommended by the book.

So I am back to taking herbal remedies to counteract the damages brought about by my medications prescribed by my many doctors. it is a very difficult battle against BIG PHARMA and mainstream doctors. But I am no longer alone! So many have awakened!

I’m very lucky, my meals are delivered by a former chef who understands my needs. God truly provides.

Of course Dr Jean Netario Cruz’ Magnesium spray is still a staple in my health protocol. I help myself with Facebook posts of Dr Lipton, Mike Dooley, Neale Walsch, Dr Christine Page etc.

The Universe and God

Dr Christine Page posted on Facebook: “Be patient: the universe never gives you more then you can handle in the moment.”

In my current worldview/Philosophy, I have a loving God who is not out to test me. In fact I believe I came into this earth blessed by God with everything I need to explore what it means to be made to the image and likeness of God. This I was taught by the Catholic Catechism when I was in the Grade School so long ago. I was taught the same thing in High School. Even in College with 24 units of Theology I learned the same thing. It is such a puzzlement that the Church keeps dis-empowering people by insisting that man has to suffer in order to be saved. Saved from what?

But here comes Dr Page with a benevolent universe. My belief is that God does not test me; it’s the universe that doles out challenges.

It is consoling to learn from Dr Page that I can handle the challenges of the universe that is benevolent after all.

Ho’oponopono absolves the Universe also: “There’s nothing out there. It’s all in you. Whatever you experience, you experience inside yourself.”

Even Shamanism assures me that I can handle the challenges.

Years ago, I learned from Sylvia Boorstein that i can very well manage according to he Buddhist/Jewish wisdom.

Yesterday, August 29, Mike Dooley posted on Facebook an article that as pat of our divinity there is actually nothing that is not good.

Last August 28, early in the morning I personally got a Facebook message from Dr Page about the benevolence of the universe:

“Always (benevolent). But sometimes we don’t recognize the gift until much later.”

Evolution of My Health Protocols

“Zero Limits”: “As with everything in the ancient Hawaiian tradition, it all begins in the thought, and the great healer is love.”

As early as the 90s when I got sick I knew I had to do something about my thoughts- mostly fearful. One of the first authors who influenced me was Carolyn Myss. Her “Why Don’t People Heal and How They Can” captivated me.

Before I had my mild stroke in 2012 I was already learning from: Gill Edwards, Wayne Dyer, Dr Christine Page, Michael Tamura, Joe Vitale etc.

After my stroke, especially through my recovery, I feasted on the wisdom of Dr Page, Rabbi Balfour, Esther Hicks, Wayne Dyer etc.

After my hip surgery in 2016 it was primarily Dr Page, Dr Lipton, Dr Sarno, Joe Vitale (again) and Serge Kahili King’s “Urban Shaman”

Facebook posts and videos have been a great help.

For about a year now, I have chosen the most helpful from my favorite authors and crafted my own personal health protocols to emerge as my best doctor.

“There’s nothing out there. It’s all inside yourself.” This quotation from “Zero Limits” is the best reason why I believe I am my own best doctor.

I have always been considered a marginal case by my many doctors. I don’t think the medical researches used by my doctors included me in their sampling. Dr Page has a similar idea. Besides nobody has the patience to monitor my thoughts, my sensitivities, my energy levels throughout the day.

I have been keeping a diary of my daily diet, my maintenance medicines, alternative medical practices etc. I used to rely a lot on my WAKI acupuncture pen to replace massages by the blind. To date I still consider the Magnesium spray of Dr. Netario Cruz as a daily part of my health care.

I do a lot of Internet researches which have to be taken with a grain of salt because too often like BIG PHARMA many researches push a product: a pill, capsule, food, or a book.

I have crafted my own exercises instead of going to the free gym of our building. I don’t believe in workouts with health counselors; they usually do not respect my personal pace nor space!

ESM acupuncture for the emotions has been helping me with he programs/thoughts that hinder my healing.