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Gifts

I have been writing about my challenges in 2017. But I know I have grown tremendously spiritually.

I cannot deny that in the ontological (Maria Nemeth’s term) world I have also achieved much.

The Internet (YouTube especially) has blessed me with lovely music. It has also given me a variety of ideas for alternative health care.

Take the Ho’oponopono Prayer for example. This December, I discovered at least 5 different versions with pleasant music (unlike the operatic singing of the old version I have been using for years). The videos are beautiful.

YouTube has several – many , In fact, videos on dealing with thoughts, with emotions even with inflammations.
The 2 or 3 videos on activating the VAGUS NERVE is critical for all body processes. This remind me of the Magnesium of Dr Jean Netario Cruz which works for me for all my health issues.

Of course YouTube abounds with music for relaxation and for meditation.
Best Home Remedies for various health issues guide me.

Capacity to be Willing

Happiness does not depend on what you have or who you are

“Its (CAPACITY to BE WILLING) spiritual because it puts you in touch with your capacity to transcend your doubts, worries and preoccupation. It is your ability to say yes to everything in your hero’s path.” In my language: My own specific pathway.

Maria Nemeth continues, using the words of her client: “I’m not so attached to having things turn out exactly as i envision them. I don’t clench up.”

The above explains why 2017 has been especially challenging to me. Using Martha Beck’s paradigm, i have been doing a lot of GRASPING and STRUGGLING.

Nemeth: “When you’e supple, you’re limber and elastic. You can bend in the swirling energy in physical reality. You respond more quickly to the changing landscapes that emerge unpredictably because you are not rigidly bound by a specific course of action.”

“You say YES and DANCE with whatever comes before you.”

Maria Nemeth


After soooo many challenges this 2017, I feel blest that I rediscovered Maria Nemeth’s “Mastering Life’s Energies.”

I’m glad she deals with CLARITY, FOCUS, GRACE.

She aims for LUMINOSITY. Not happiness. Not success. “It can’t be evoked by psychological insight or analysis.”

CLARITY: “Seeing what is truly important and creating a game worth playing and goals worth playing for.”

FOCUS: “Directing our energies and attention toward accomplishing what calls to our hearts.

EASE: “Venturing farther than we normally would in going for our dreams – with a bit of ELEGANCE instead of struggle!

GRACE: “Constantly grateful and using spiritual Principles.” (TO her these are definitely not rules)

Her paradigm defines ENERGY as: “Your money, time, physical vitality, creativity, ENJOYMENT, relationships.”

My Latest Medical Report


I believe I was not banished into this life. I believe that my body was meant to be healthy. I just can’t explain YET! I am not yet capable of explaining what I know internally. I believe there must be an explanation as to why and how my body succumbed to the prevailing culture of sickness, struggle, conflict etc.

My Latest Medical Report

Recently I chanced on vital information that may help me understand why i have been very sickly since the 90s.

Years ago, I learned from Dr Sarno that all pain is caused by OXYGEN depletion. I believe him but his theory has never been accepted by mainstream medicine. And now he is dead.

I have studied and reviewed the explanations of: Dr Page, Dr Lipton, Louis Hay, Carolyne Myss etc but I have yet to truly learn what I need to be healthy.

In the 90s a former student who was concerned gave me a book. It tagged te thyroid gland as the cause of all diseases. It even offered EVENING PRIMROSE as a cure all. It helped to restore my voice. But now when I took the capsules again, they dd not help at all.
Maybe the capsules were only meant for my voice problem which may have been due to thyroid depetion.

For this period in my life, I believe I have found an explanation to my health issues. The Vagus Nerve- “It has parasympathetic control over the heart, lungs and digestive tract.”

THE VAGUS NERVE:

Quotations are from various articles available from Goggle
“…nerve is responsible for certain sensory activities and motor information for movement within the body. Essentially it is part of the circuit that links the neck, heart, lungs etc”
“…it helps keep anxiety and depression at bay. Opposes the sympathetic response to stress.”
” it is less remarkable that it plays a role in IBS.”

Unpredictability: My Recent Reality


Last December 4, early in the morning i Thanked God I survived the day before without an elevated blood pressure reading. I just had too many challenges.

Ironically hours later, I had challenges AGAIN the worst of which was the disappearance of the MOZILLA FIREFOX icon from my laptop! Goodness! How would I last without the Internet? Even my meditations are guided by Facebook posts and sometimes personal messages from Dr Lipton and Dr Page.

Even Dr Emil could not bring the icon back. I texted 2 young friends. I asked help from the admin of Grand Towers. It was such a long wait for the engineer.

Funny! On second thought, not funny at all. When I opened my laptop once more the MOZILLA FIREFOX icon was back. Law of attraction? Shamanistic response? Of course I talked to my laptop whom I call EMERALD. Of course I used the Kimana stick recommended by “Urban Shaman”.

But I still need an explanation about why the challenges two days in a row.
“Instant Emotional Healing” offers :

“The world of quantum physics suggests yet another way of looking at the effects of thoughts on subtle energy fields. The rules of the world of things, the macroworld DO NOT ALWAYS APPLY at the Quantum level.”

“Energy fields are not composed of matter. They do not contain material in the ordinary sense, they contain INFORMATION. Yet these fields affect the material world.”

“The laws of quantum Physics say that when we observe a subatomic particle, once we see it we alter it. Its mass and density are changed by the act of observation and its next orbit location will be unpredictable.”