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Annoyances


After an outpouring of blessings that started on Easter Sunday, I had a spate of ocular migraine last april 7.

I am now writing about annoyances that emanate from my cellphone, my laptop and deliveries.

In a way, I am disappointed with myself for reacting to the annoyances.
Sylvia Boorstein teaches: “We could condition our mind to such spacious CLARITY that our experience would come and go and the mind would remain essentially tranquil.”

Also: “Grumbling gets the mind fogged down in the weariness of its own story.”

Of course I forgot to have a CLEAR MIND and OPEN HEART!
“I knew the tendency to struggle in the mind comes from taking one’s own story PERSONALLY rather than seeing it as part of the great unfolding cosmic drama.”

How shocking. My worldview as formed by the Urban Shamanism takes everything personally. Self-esteem is key. But it’s a matter of perspective.

Sylvia Borstein’s interpretation of the noble truths addresses my fears and anxieties.

First Noble Truth

Pain is inevitable; suffering is optional.

After dayS of outpouring of blessings, ironically I had a bad case of ocular migraine mid morning. I was not ready for this attack. I frantically used the bizarre pencil biting cure I got from YouTube. But relief did not come fast enough. i used a lot of magnesium spray. I even took cider vinegar with honey.

As though this wasn’t enough. It recurred when I woke up after a massage! I had to process things. I realized how much I need Faith. Not the dogmatic type hinged on redemption . Not the valley of tears paradigm. Not the propensity to seek redress via penalty/punishment.

I need Faith that liberates me from fretting/worrying about my significant others. To me Faith means believing that each one has his/her own specific pathway back to Source. That he/she has been given everything needed to return to Source. So no need for me to micro manage!

Faith also means that pain can be transmuted into energy that can bring miracles to the lives of my significant others.

Pain is physical but the cure may have to go beyond the physical. This is my belief. Medicines,even massage my not be as effective as the subliminal tapes on YouTube and the acupressure targeting specific emotions such as resentment, grief etc.

I believe there is no need to instill guilt and to demand redress. I believe in consequences embedded in thoughts dwelt in – passing thoughts though they pester one. Harmful acts of course have embedded consequences. The average man may want instant redress.

I believe that one creates one’s HELL! Sylvia Boorstein has taught me the importance of a clear MIND and an open Heart.

Blessings

I am constantly evolving. Blessings have been pouring since Easter Sunday. I can’t remain the same.

I choose no longer to react but to respond to the countless blessings. I am convinced my healing pathway is via books, the Internet and special people.

I am not about to turn this essay into a kind of formal research with a long list of related literature. You go to the website of my husband for that!

The Internet has been serving me primarily through Facebook and my website. Also i have learned a lot through YouTube. I get my music from youTube.

I won’t and I can’t enumerate all the special people in my pathway. My people are primarily: Dr Sarno, Dr Lipton, Dr Page, Gary Zukav, Mike Dooley etc. My daughter and husband and my son-in-law; my adopted son Marc Co and Vanessa Tan Arceo his girlfriend; tato Malay in a significant way; my cousin Giselle.

My prayer warriors from the dead. Many are my former students and colleagues.

lately, my many blessings are manifestations of my thoughts. I have been guided by the 7 principles of Urban Shamanism and Sylvia Boorstein’s clear Mind and open HEART.

Serge Kahili King

There are many bashers in YouTube of Serge Kahili King’s 7 principles of “Urban Shamanism”. But I choose to beguided by them.

It does not matter to me that King’s shamanism is not considered pure Polynisian; it works for me because I am metropolitan.

I go by the 7th principle:”Effectiveness is the measure of truth.” In the age of disruption and uncertainty the principles of Urban Shamanism work for me.

PRINCIPLE no 2 There are no limits. This bolsters my belief that when I chose to come to this life, I was given everything I would need to follow my pathway and eventually return to Source.

I still struggle to wean myself off DOGMAS. I still struggle to free myself from many limiting fears that emanated from dogmas learned from childhood.

I daily strive to live in joy via a ” clear mind and an open heart.” Thanks to Sylvia Boorstein.

Relevant Facebook Posts


I am guided by the 7 principles of Urban Shamanism. But daily I am inspired by Facebook posts of Dr Lipton, Mike Dooley, Gary Zukav Lilou Mace etc. My favorite prayer warriors re: Wayne Dyer, Dr Sarno, Louis Hay, Candice Pert, several relatives, former students I believe can relate better with my many issues.

“Nothing Goes Away till the lessons are learned…” Paraphrased from a post by Lilou Mace as quoted from an Asian nun.

I think I am beginning to see why I still need to walk with a cane. I have envied a Korean, senior student of my husband. He also has an implant but he walks without a cane!

After our March 5 to 9 Singapore reunion with our daughter I have realized so much about myself. I know that in time I will walk AGAIN at least the way I did before my surgery. I have resolved many issues. So…

“Challenges are inevitable….” Paraphrased from a post from Biology of Belief

In Singapore, I finally understood that the Law of Attraction does not protect me from trials/ challenges!

I heaved a loud sigh of relief. I finally understood this. All this time I thought something was wrong with my consciousness work. Why did I still have issues after 3 years or even more of serious consciousness work.

March 26
With my husband lecturing in Davao, I woke up one morning to find a kind of plastic cover on the floor. OH No! Don’t tell me somebody from a higher floor threw the plastic. Then I examined the ceiling. I saw that the cover of the fire alarm device had fallen.

Conveniently I called the lobby to ask for 2 maintenance men I knew. Not on duty. Security mentioned a man on duty. I knew him! Just anoher angel sent by the Universe to take care of me in Emil’s absence.

“The moment I believed MAGIC….” paraphrased from a post by Lilou Mace

The Youtube videos on pressure points are not as effective to me as the miracles and healing tapes. I guess from the posts about vibrations on Facebook , I respond more to the subliminal. My lower self must be so stubborn it needs to be bypassed through subliminal messages.

DAILY I strive for a CLEAR MIND AND AN OPEN HEART (Sylvia Boorstein)