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Waiting for Gudot

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From an expanded consciousness I can understand why Emil follows a very hectic schedules. From April 27 to April 30 he was in Indonesia then shortly after he was in South Korea From May 14 to May 21. Back in Manila he had obligations to meet at San Beda even on a Sunday. And to think that San Beda is a Catholic university????

My lower self/Inner child felt abandoned. I reassured my Inner Child lest she act up and make me sick. I did exercises prescribed by Gill Edwards and followed closely guidelines outlined by Dr Christine Page.

To make matters worse, Korea did not have a Globe cell site and so there was no communication. I recalled Einstein’s saying about level of problem solving. I reached out for thoughts and feelings from a higher level knowing that problems
can’t be solved in the same level as its source.

Esther Hicks reminded me: …struggle… and it will never come into alignment until you approach the subject vibrationally through thought instead of through action.
So Ho’oponopono to the rescue. I am sorry.   Please forgive me   I love you   I thank you.

Memories as Original Sin

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After almost 2 years of serious Ho’oponopono, I have realized how pervasive and persistent memories can be, truly like “monkey mind” – the reality of Original Sin. I used to resent Adam and Eve. But after experiencing the difficulty of cleansing memories a la Joe Vitale”s Ho’oponopono, I realize how important it is for me to claim 100% responsibility for my life.

I cling to God for doing what I can’t do, but in love and full trust. During these years I have personally experienced God’s abiding presence no matter what state I am in. He has truly become the god of love, no longer the angry, old man of the old Testament. I give credit to Neale Walsch for helping me to imagine a God who in reality is in me. aside from Neale Walsch, I went on even when I had misgivings about God’s love through the books of Michael Tamura and Mike Dooley.

This certainly did not come about instantly a la “The Secret”. This did not come about from mechanical saying of the rosary much less novenas.

I believe the masses that I attended even when I did not feel like going, the Eucharist and the sacraments must have helped me. To a great extent my prayer warriors among the dead must have helped me.

I know I have yet to arrive at my destination, but from now on it will be cruising rather than struggling.

Ho’oponopono

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I am no longer a traditional Catholic. I am still a Catholic. After many, many years of robotic compliance with the teachings of my church I have become a highly critical of nuns and priests. Fortunately, for my many books like those of Neale Walsch and Rabbi Darfour have changed my image of God from an angry, punishing one of the Bible to a God of love.

The Hawaiian Ho’oponopono (definitely not a religion) which I learned from Joe Vitale’s “Zero Limits has been helping me tremendously.
Instead of the burdens from the doctrinal teachings of my church, the Ho’oponopono has made me live up to the teachings of my church: made to the image and likeness of God.

I still believe in the power of the Mass and the sacraments. I owe my steadfast faith in the Eucharist to a book by Bro. James Ebner FSC which I read when I was pregnant with our only daughter and now she is on her early 30s.

I resonate with what a msgr from Iloilo wrote in the Philippine Inquirer “Sacraments Trump Novenas, Processions, Says Prelate.”
It may sound heretical. But my life has been suffused with joy ever since I awakened to the truth that truly God is in me.

The Ho’oponopono videos available in YouTube, sometimes on Facebook as well as on my website remind me daily that life is beautiful. Divinity does what I can’t do by myself.

The Ho’oponopono cleanses our memories or programs as Joe Vitale calls them. I can easily equate the memories/programs with original sin.

Original Sin just like memories are always with me preventing me from hearing God. That is why I do Ho’oponopono cleansing when I wake up and also before I go to sleep. Actually, I do Ho’oponopono even while waiting for my laptop to access the Internet.

The guidance spoken about in Ho’oponopono can easily be translated into the guidance of the Holy Spirit. I pray that soon my church will look kinder upon Ho’oponopono instead of dismissing it as “New Age”.

I think this essay will be an impediment to my canonization1 But I don’t need to be canonized. I’m sure there are more human beings in heaven than those canonized. BDW I have personally observed that canonization can be very expensive.

I was taught in a Catholic school that we celebrate  “All Saints Day” every year to honor those who did not get canonized but are in heaven

Piezoelectric Effect

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In the 90s I was diagnosed by an over-rated traditional psychiatrist to be clinically depressed. after 3 sessions with her I decided to spare my aunt the trouble of bringing me to her clinic somewhere outside Makati.

God in his scheme brought me to a young psychiatrist who eventually married a favorite cousin on my dad’s side. He made me think of a legacy I could leave the world.

Yesterday in an interview by Oliver Samson of the Business Mirror, I was again led to reflect on my life. I realized I could easily squeeze in time for research. I lead a leisurely life in a self-imposed isolation on the 37th floor of a condo with a nice view of trees, the sea and the mundane traffic at Taft Avenue.

I fished out a favorite book “Instant Emotional Healing” which I used in the 90s when I had a voice problem. i am now trying to explain, Primarily to myself, why in less than 2 weeks Mary Jean Netario Cruz’ magic magi spray has improved my walking.

The most relevant statement from “Instant Emotional Healing” is: “when certain crystals are struck sharply, causing them to vibrate, they bend bend then snap back to their original shape, generating an electric charge.”

I suspect crystals hardened in my left thigh, hip and knee after my mild stoke in 2012. The ionized magi spray must have penetrated my skin to act on the crystals thereby allowing me to lift my left leg a bit higher than my post attack level.

Following the protocol of ESM (Emotional Self-Management) if I tap at specific acupuncture sites I may experince even more improvements.

Here’s an inspiring thought: “But whatever the underlying disease or the nature of the disruption, when the flow of chi energy is restored, the body heals itself. As the famous humanitarian physician Albert Schweitzer remarked : “We are at our best when we allow the doctor that resides within to work.”

Health Care

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My philosophy in my health care is “no size fits all.” After my mild stroke in May 2012, I comply with my doctor”s orders but I always ask a lot of questions and quietly guard my misgivings. i do a lot of research more in the Internet now than in books.

I was surprised when I goggled “tilapia”. I learned from a nephew that eating “tilapia” is equivalent to eating stripsof bacon. Incidentally I learned from Goggle that “Tilapia” is widely eaten in the USA. Goggle used the term “tilapia”.

My doctor pooh poohs good naturedly my complaints about the side effects of his many prescribed medicines. The more I complain the more medicines he adds. I can no longer completely disobey this present doctor because when I did away with maintenance medicines for 16 years I had a mild stroke. By the way my present doctor is connected with another hospital not the one which I frequented in the 90s.

My doctor is vry kind; he doesn’t prescribe a strict diet. He says something about eating even forbidden foods but just a taste! He did not agree with a doctor in the emergency room who prescribed a low salt, low ft diet for me. Interesting1 This doctor is a patient of my present, kind doctor!

In my effort to improve my condition and to convince my doctor to lessen my medicines I have tried juicing as prescribed by many Facebook friends via colorful posts. I stopped because the concoctions meant frequent visits to the toilet.

I tried herbal aids in capsules but they did not lower my blood pressure. I tried acupuncture but didn’t persevere after the 4Th session because of my low threshold of pain.

Now I’m into a special magnesium treatment via a spray that I learned about from Faceook. I feel blessed already having met a kindred soul in the person of Mary Jean Netario Cruz.  The magi spray has improved my walking. I still walk with a cane but with less difficulty since i can lift my left foot a bit higher now.