As long as there are some who think fearful thoughts of lack, of warfare, of unforgiveness of unworthiness, etc the kingdom of God/light cannot manifest. Examine the prayers of various religions. Chances are they are based on unworthiness. God who is all love and all good wants to give but man insists he is unworthy. Man from his level of unworthiness cannot access the blessings that are from a different level of consciousness.

Christians believe that man has been redeemed by Jesus but stubbornly behave as though redemption never happened.
Personally, I went through a lot of learnings the hard way during this Christmas season. I had all types of oppressions with communication. My cellphone went crazy. I had to go to the Globe office twice last December. It was a repair shop at the mall that finally fixed my phone this January.

The Internet has been horribly slow. (It still is). The Internet is my only link to our daughter in the UK and lately in France. I have been feeling as though nothing good could be accessed. Luckily I bought Joyce Meyer’s book “Living Courageously”. It confirmed that fears and negativity won’t allow access to blessings.

I am a disciple of Einstein in the sense that I believe no problem can be solved from the same level of consciousness that produced it. I have been personally applying this when I pray over problems. I consciously go to a higher level by invoking my divinity. I remind myself that I am made to the image and likeness of God. I go beyond my fears and feelings of unworthiness. Often this is not easy after all the years of being reminded I am but a poor sinner. I recite the Ho’oponopono formula over and over again to heal the erroneous programs running in my consciousness. This season when the Internet is horribly slow, I don’t play the cleansing melodies but simply recite the “I am sorry. Please forgive me…” cleansing statements.

Learning from Dr. Christine Page how my personality (thoughts, emotions, and the physical world) limits me , I surrender to Source who is almighty. I submit to the all-knowing God already in me. More often than not God answers my prayers according to his plan. Lately I have experienced many oppressions but with better understanding attained by stillness and silence instead of complaining I have been blessed with far better circumstances, superior to what I prayed for.

Funny how images of Job, of the Angelus prayer etc. cruise along my mind. I m not a fan of the Bible nor of formula prayers. I have found peace in the images now that I have a positive interpretation of the God experience thanks to Bro. Ebner, George Sison, Tato Malay, Esther Hicks, Wayne Dyer, Joyce Meyer etc.

“Wherever you go, go with all your heart.” I interpret the quotation as not splitting my mind-body connection. What I choose as an intention can manifest if I don’t second guess myself. If I find it hard to visualize my intention, I will use the “as if” strategy. I simply must “Faith it” meantime. I will behave as though I already have what I want to manifest.

Esther Hicks said something about our losing focus enroute to manifestation through vacillating emotions. So we fail to manifest our intention.

Clearly this is a case of what Einstein considers a problem not being solved at the same level from which it emanated. Now I realize the importance of expanding the consciousness