O’Murchu: “Redemption is a divine-human process of befriending those elements of our experience which threatens our security and integrity, rather than an act of rescue by an external, divine agent.”

I resonate deeply with the above paragraph. At this point allowing my husband to follow his path threatens my security. His frequent trips and days away for seminars create havoc by way of of my Inner Child and ISTJ personality, draining my energy through intensive conflict with my Higher Self.

The easier way is to just listen to my Inner Child and my ISTJ personality and go back to controlling. But I have tasted he joy and glory of self-mastery and responding creatively to situations. I have experienced how it is to create my own reality! I know how it is to be divine.
I have personally experienced that it is not God who sends trials, tribulations, challenges etc.    I have been helped by Hicks, Dr Page, Alan Seale, M. Tamura, Tato Malay etc.

Healing, like redemption, requires taking actions. “It is not a passive event. we are meant to draw on our inner resources, to find the material strength to leave behind our out-moded beliefs and behaviors and to  see ourselves in new, healthy ways to take up our beds and walk.”     (Caroline Myss)

I have to recall that I have drawn the distinction between the universe and my God. This is my response to the teachings of Esther Hicks about the law of attraction. I need to trust the Ho’oponopono more – to clear my memories.

I opt to be firm in my resolve not to blame anything nor anybody, much less God. I refuse to attribute pains, challenges etc to God.

Taking good care of my body is key. I need to remember: “I was so anxious that I was blocking my awareness of hat was going on at a more subtle level.”  (Dr William Bloom)

Dr Sarno believes that all pain is caused by oxygen depletion. I need to guard against my emotions constricting my muscles and my blood vessels. I can use my WAKI pen more. I can apply Dr Netario Cruz’ magnesium more often to help me obtain more oxygen.

For now I will have to be helped by oral medicines to manage my stomach and body aches. But I expect to liberate myself soon.

“Spiritual instruction teaches us to keep our focus on ourselves – not in an egocentric way but as a way of consciously managing our energy and power.”    (Caroline Myss)

I firmly believe I can create my reality.