It starts with a disturbance in my system. Several things don’t go my way: I type with effort and with a single key accidentally touched I erase paragraphs; or I misplace a book; or my husband changes his schedule for the day; or worse at wee hours of the morning I am jolted out of sleep by the noise of people on the unit above ours.

I feel pains all over my body. My thoughts are a mess. My emotional state is definitely not conducive to attracting pleasant energies. Sometimes I feed this negativity so this goes on longer than it should.

Then out of the blue, perhaps it’s true there is an angel guarding me. At certain times, I suspect I need not just an ordinary angel but one of the archangels. Gradually, ever so slowly I realize what has been happening.

For almost a year now I awaken myself through the Ho’oponopono scheme. As I repeat the litany of “I’m sorry”,
“I love you”, “I thank you”, I usually feel as though the many entanglements imprisoning me are loosening, setting me free. It feels as though in a cauldron stimuli,emotions, connections all bearing different vibrations are trying to unite into a harmonious pattern.

As soon as I consciously make a decision to snap out of the chaos I feel that something breaks out of the murky waters. Thus comes into creation a significant new idea. This is my personal creation; thus an important idea manifests.